Hello lovelies; wow its been a while since I have written that.
To say it’s been a rollercoaster would honestly be a huge understatement. I have spiralled; I haven’t been doing too well at all. I fell into a job that has now turned into something it was never advertised as, my mental health is suffering beyond belief from this and it has gotten to the point where I had to call my doctors. My doctor has now signed me off for two weeks for stress related problems. It has been hard, extremely hard. But, if anything, it has made me rediscover my love and passion for writing and blogging. I haven’t written a blog post for over 4 months now. I needed the time off, I needed to hit the pause button and take time away from it.
As you can tell, this is now officially my first post on my blog. I have deleted everything and I am starting again. I’m wiping the slate clean and starting fresh. This time, I am not going to put pressure on myself to have a consistent upload; it just doesn’t work for me. I want blogging to be fun and enjoyable again, not feel like a chore. I feel I am definitely ready to make a come back and re-join the amazing blogging community.
I wanted to take this time to thank you all for sticking around and still following this site even though it has had literally nothing happen to it for a very long time! I also want to thank those of you that have reached out to me on social medias and let me know that you’re around to talk to. It doesn’t go un-noticed, I see it, and I thank you so much.
I’m getting back into journalling, keeping track of my emotions and writing down how I feel, I have found this to help a lot. It takes it away from my mind and just pushes it into a book. As well as journaling, I also want to start reading again. I am charging up my kindle as we speak! If you have any great recommendations to read on the kindle please leave them in the comments!! As well as this, I cut my hair! This weekend I went to a new salon and decided to get it cut; it isn’t too dramatically short but I love it so much! We have already started planning on the lightening process and making me a blonde woooo!! I have posted a picture on Instagram so make sure you check that out!
I’m trying to push through this downward spiral I am in and I want to tackle all these feelings into something good and creative. Keep an eye out for more posts from me; she’s back and she’s ready to write!
I hope you stick around to hear more from me.
Until next time,